Now, it's not like this has been a banner year for me, acting-wise; it's been my worst year since the commercial strike. I'm hitting a weird time, age-wise, and the business has changed a lot, too. Auditions were down anyway, to the point where the few people with whom I discussed my potential move wondered why I would actively take myself out of the game. Why not just go to whatever auditions were left and pursue what I wanted in my down time.
But I was starting to notice two things about auditioning. Either I was mainly happy being there to see all the friends I've made over the years or I resented being there at all for the time it was stealing from things I wanted to be doing more. Not good, either of them.
And there is a great, great power in working clean, admitting out loud, to yourself and the universe, that this is what you want. This.
So I'm out. Or on hiatus, as my lovely agent said we should put it.
But really, no matter how you slice it, there are big changes afoot.
And I wouldn't have it any other way...